one of those days

i'm tired. the different kind of tired. my best friend, the venti non-fat no whip cafe mocha, can only do so much to help me. i can't wait for april so i can go home to cebu and finally get back to that island near alegria and simply stare my days away. "stare my days away". i love doing that, looking at soemthing and not reacting about it in anyway, just looking at it. i did that once in batangas, during the company outing. i laid on a comfy bench, stared at the sky and counted shooting stars. extremely peaceful and relaxing. the morning after, i sat on the same bench and watched the fishes scurry and jump over the sea water, seriously wondering if that school of fish is really going to fish school. when is coconuter gonna post his Manila blog?